It came for me at a very young age.
clawing through my veins, comfortable in my heart.
it polluted my mind with propagandas,
for it, my uncertainties were it’s feast.
it blocked blood from going to my brain.
filling me with incoherant thoughts.
it lived within me always,
sickening me with dread and its never ending threats.
’til today, it lives,
it clouds my judgement with bloody mists.
oh, how I seek to end it’s life
and be forever rid of it.
is my fear.
my fear of insanity and uncertainty had created this Beast.
it lives within me and within you.
but, in me, it’s more dominant.
have become one with my body,
and so, it has eradicated love and had instilled fear in my heart.
The Beast.. Will end me.. Someday..